Mad as Rabbits

I can't stop worrying about my family. Everything that's going on is affecting all of us and I feel so horrible for everyone, and just wish I could make it better for all of you. I wish I could help you guys but I don't know how. It's affecting you all differently. I just wish I could see what's going through your brains. I love you all so much, and I just want it all to stop and for everyone to be happy and normal like it used to be.
But I don't want him thinking that it's his fault, because it's not. I love you so much Will and you are such an amazing, brave, boy and I wouldn't swap you for the world. It's not your fault.